Mute's Observations

07/01/2010

floatingchunks — Sat, 08 May 2010 11:07:02 +0000

When I miss you…
I listen to music and look at pictures of you,
They don’t help remind me of you
but make me feel as if I’m with you.

A pacifier until I can be near you
See you, touch you
be in the same room with you.
Fall asleep lying next to you.

This is not a love confession…
It’s just a method to express how I feel
dealing with the temporary
waking up every morning checking to see if today is July 1st

I am not sure what I should say or what I should do.
I am not trying to get attached to you.
I steer clear of emotions they don’t mean shit to me.

Living a life with restrictions is complex
A lot harder than ya might think
you grow used to the restraints
create boundaries,
understand what is expected of you

Boo, Instead of Love confessions, I am just simply confused
This is an early note to say I am gonna miss you.
kissing you, hugging you, touching you, playing tennis with you,
Laughing with you, looking at you, being with you,
all that other shit that were going to do and we “used” to do.

I’m not worried if you are not on this same wave with me
Or if you already stamped me with an expiration date
This is not emotional and this is not a love confession.
It’s just a method to express how I’m feeling.
To get this crap off the plate
so its out of my head and out of the way.

To be sure I don’t get wrapped up
and just enjoy the time I spend with you.
There is nothing like thinking temporary

This is not fatal because really I am optimistic.
Surely talk about the day after tomorrow is worthy of a line on the agenda
But forgive me please this is my method of dealing, arguing with emotions,
trying to put myself at ease. I really can’t wait to see you.
I think I will retreat perhaps I am getting kinda attached to you.

Do you know where I can find this man?

floatingchunks — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 04:37:41 +0000

He wears rock band T’s & has an outgoing personality
His gorgeous smile enraptures me as does his barbarian sexuality
He talks that intellectual shit still hustlin to get his doctorate degree

He drives me wild with his spontaneity and unpredictability
Constantly varying, I believe yesterday he was completely into me
No I am certain since last week he ignored me and today he has forgotten me.

This man is unique, not sure if there is a substitute
If you know where he is please let him know that it’s me who is seeking thee
Dishearten I maintain my mission to find his stand-in
…Wandering the land to find a man just like him.

I ♥ my body!

floatingchunks — Sat, 19 Sep 2009 02:20:57 +0000

I ♥ my body! It’s amazing how quickly she allows me to recover. I show her I am thankful by eating well, getting proper rest and by using every possible muscle, ligament and tendon regularly. Your view is merely the expression of her instant satisfaction.

It’s Your Past Not Mine…

floatingchunks — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 21:52:50 +0000

Don’t make people pay for something another person did to you.
Get things together and find a way to resolve it before dragging people into your misery.

If you still love the person then go find them and let them know.
If they said they didn’t want you it’s time to let go.
If they hurt you, forgive them and move on. Just know you won’t let that person hurt you the same way again
If they are in a relationship then it’s time for you to move on.
If they are no longer with us, take time to heal but know that eventual you must give another person a chance.

Open your mind and Open Your Heart
Please stop making others pay for what you experienced in the past.
Nothing is ever exactly the same. You’re holding up your life there are so many new and priceless adventures.

We would be a fun and good looking superhero duo

floatingchunks — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 01:21:47 +0000

This would be pretty cool but maybe there can be a you and me? You have to admit we have to us give us a try. It’s been nearly 2 years and don’t you think we should open the bottle and have a taste of our aged and yet untapped chemistry. I admit we have a little work on taking the perfect picture but that first photo op was pretty damn cute. I guess our communication could also use a little work. But I would bet we would be a fun and good looking superhero duo!

While this feels a bit unnatural I figured I would put it out there and see what you think about giving us a try! I know I am weird in that I probably don’t react nor act the same way from one day to the next and don’t exhibit all those female qualities…but maybe we can talk it out and find out each others expectations. So before we hop into other relations we can say we have at least tried. Either way I have set a possible destination but I will let you decide & be the guide. Maybe we can talk when you return.

I surely won’t be surprised if you do not reply.(smiles) I will leave it at this, all I can say is I have tried and we can no longer wonder about a you and I. This is not an end to our current relationship I’ve got you now so I always have place for you in my life.

A few last words.
If you are worried about losing you…trust me I won’t let you do that. (I like you just as you are).

If you are worried about falling in love, well you might do that, but no worries I would never take advantage of that.

Hugs and Kisses

Don’t worry, Mom, he’s just a friend.

floatingchunks — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 16:16:51 +0000

A Friendly Debate by Erin Robinson full article can be read here: http://thebiggreen.net/article.php?id=550

“If this is true, I would be “dating” more than one of my guy friends. And although people will assume things, times have changed, and more than ever, platonic relationships do exist – and I’m not talking the “friends with benefits” kind. Sometimes “it” just doesn’t exist between two people.”

I like that you like me! But I don’t want You…

floatingchunks — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 15:13:17 +0000

It feels good when someone likes you for who you are. Most of the time people are trying to change you and make you understand what they like. So for some when they know someone likes them, thinks about them and makes them a priority they want to hold on to that.

Is sucks though when you are the one who does the liking. I had some let me go and appreciated the honesty. I have told some that like me thank you I am very flattered. Yet I have had others who just string me along because they like to be liked. I guess we all like to hear good things but not at the expense of one’s heart. Sadly, they don’t like you the way you like them but they don’t want you to stop liking them.

Well I guess similar to my blog on stop guessing if you are not getting your needs met, if things don’t seem smooth or if they are complicated then it might be time to find something else. You deserve to be loved how you want to be loved.

The quote, “Don’t make some one a priority that only considers you an option” always stands true. If that person isn’t making you a priority then let them be. Make yourself the priority you don’t owe anyone attention that does not care about you.

Lastly, I never believe in breaking ties over something so silly. So if you like the person and get along with them just be around them in moderation. Often people come in your life for a reason and I think we owe it to ourselves to learn what this person came to teach us.

Stop the Guessing Game!!

floatingchunks — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 01:10:46 +0000

If you are wondering, if you are guessing then your questions has been answered.

The easiest way to tell if a person, a man, likes you is if he wants to be around you. 95% of the time if a man or woman likes you, they are going to want to be around you. We typically spend time with those we love, enjoy and want to be closer to. Don’t you?

I really don’t think there is a fuzzy line here. Sure there are always some exceptions. But there is no substitute for being close and near that special person. He will find ways, reasons to be close to you.

Ok, so you are not convinced? Try this experiment. It is said that men are scared of rejection. I think we all are but more I guess they have difficulty with expressing their feelings. So if you think he is digging you, but perhaps is scared then tell them you like him, invite him out, and even pay for the meal. If he doesn’t get it from that point and you two aren’t spending more time together then sorry sweetie he’s just not feeling you.

But don’t become gloomy. Don’t waste your time because you can’t make someone like you. Also he’s not the only guy! I know we always want what we can’t have. Matter of fact sometime those are the most fun to chase. But at the right time there will be an ideal person for you. Just don’t settle!
Sometimes you got have to go through the entire pack to get to the greatest, the best!!

Goodnight My King

floatingchunks — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 12:34:27 +0000

Rest well for tomorrow is yet another glorious day We do everything we did today maybe not the same exact way but so similar that we often question are things ever going change? Are things ever going to get better?

I wish things could be just a little better. But no matter its not so bad when I can lay down with you each night. It’s good to know you are safe and that at least for right now you don’t have to worry about those you protect. At night, I am the one who watches over you when you sleep. That makes certain you are fed and get the proper rest. Who rubs your chest, caresses your face and gently smiles as I speak quiet intimate whispers.

Now that it is morning and you are awake it is difficult to see you depart… I have stopped worrying and wondering if you will be alright. I know it’s out of my control and I know that you are the best and brightest at what you do. If someone were to take you away from me, I could find no place to store any anger. My heart and mind would be flooded and filled with memories of the magnificent, affectionate, honorable and sweet man you are and have always been.

Goodnight My King… Yes it’s me your number on3 fan. That lady who is the cheerleader for our team! Just letting you know that I love and I miss you. Perhaps oneday my dream will become a reality and I will get to see you… ~W~

Four of Cups

floatingchunks — Mon, 06 Jul 2009 23:33:47 +0000

Four of Cups

It bears the message that there is a lot of love in your life – but that it can and will slip away if you are not careful.

Some people concentrate on the negative. Feeling that they are cheated and nothing ever good is going to occur.

Take a good long look at your life, and you’ll see how much love there is in it

What some fail to do is take the time to realize all the good that is already in your life. Never be in search of what another person has rather determine what is going to work for your situation and lifestyle. As yourself what you really want.

This is not to say to lose ambitions. Always strive for more when you no longer have ambitions your life will begin to get boring and stale.

But the key in this all is better to understand where you are going and yet be appreciative and pleasured with what you already have.

“Bears the message that there is a lot of love in your life – but that it can and will slip away if you are not careful.”

Some individuals concentrate on the negative. Feeling that they are cheated and nothing ever good is going to occur. Take a good long look at your life, and you’ll see how much love there is in it…

What some fail to do is take the time to realize all the good that is already in your life. You should careful not to be in search of what another person. Instead determine what is going to work for your situation and lifestyle, find out what makes you happy. Ask yourself what you really want!

This is not to say to lose ambitions. Always strive for more and find that next level in your life. When you no longer have or lack ambitions your life will begin to get boring and stale.

The key in this all is better to understand where you are going and yet be appreciative and pleasured with what you already have. I think it worth a second look to see where your love already is so that you don’t lose the love you have.

- http://www.learntarot.com/c4.htm